〜 Forever in my heart 〜

It happened more than a week ago . . .

It was not a good night ,but when it looked like it was going to get worse , instead of this something suddenly happened .
Its was the first time , since a long time ago , that you opened your heart to me .

You talked to me about your world , and I saw it was not that different from mine , my true world ,the one that very few people really know. I feel good , I feel releived ...

I had never before dared to tell anyone , in fact , I think you will be the only one to know.
I dont know if you have ever felt the same , if I ever was of any help to you when you opened your heart to me .

You think you are an " asshole " , though I think you are the best person I have ever know .
Why do you think I love you so much ???

No one has ever helped me as much as you have, you have always been a good guide to me , and you still are.

But I have already said that to you , you already know. However , there is one more thing that troubles me and make me feel bad .

The night before all this happened , I said something to you I didnt really beleive, because I was scared : " I don`t love you any more ... " I lied , of course I lied !! .

I have never stopped loving you , even when we were apart , I kept loving you whithout being aware of it .

I could never forget you , and I don`t think I can now . However I said to you those hard words I didn`t feel ... and that´s all because I am afraid of losing you ...